{"id":941,"date":"2011-04-26T13:00:01","date_gmt":"2011-04-26T18:00:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/customwordpresssites.com\/mjb\/?p=941"},"modified":"2026-02-26T13:54:35","modified_gmt":"2026-02-26T19:54:35","slug":"done-made-my-vows-to-the-lord","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/customwordpresssites.com\/mjb\/2011\/04\/26\/done-made-my-vows-to-the-lord\/","title":{"rendered":"“Done Made My Vows to the Lord”"},"content":{"rendered":"

Guest blogger, Sister Sarah Hennessey<\/em><\/p>\n

Sister Thea Bowman sings the old spiritual song.\u00a0 My vows have already been made to the Lord.\u00a0 When I was around 12 I first began to really experience God.\u00a0 That led me to become an active Quaker and to seek God through silence and service.\u00a0 Somewhere along the way I had a distinct moment when I knew I had fallen in love with Christ and then when I knew I had fallen in love with the People of God.\u00a0 Both have been essential to my journey.<\/p>\n

Quakerism has been described as a religion which is communal mysticism.\u00a0 Community is essential and I found my love for community soon shaping my choices.\u00a0 From a Quaker college, to a year as a lay volunteer with Catholic sisters, to teaching at a Quaker boarding school I lived in small groups, prayed together, and sought God through communal means.\u00a0 My love of Hispanic culture led me to Mexico, from there to the Franciscans and then into the Catholic church, which I experienced as a wider and more diverse community.<\/p>\n

\"Sister<\/a>
Mexican Orphanage with Sister Joyce Blum (I am on the left)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Fishbowl Not Pedestal<\/strong>
\nAt times I feel that formation has turned me inside out and then left me in my confusion to put myself back together again.\u00a0 Now I look at it differently.\u00a0 Incorporation demands conversion, but I am not alone.\u00a0 My sisters are with me, at varying levels of intimacy and personal skill, to both challenge and support me.<\/p>\n

\"Sisters<\/a>
Together with Sisters Deb, Corrina and Joanne<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

I entered my Franciscan community <\/a>after only being a Catholic for two years.\u00a0 I struggled with the title of \u201csister,\u201d the public notice and appreciation, and centuries of baggage that were all new to me.\u00a0 A distinction during novitiate helped me name how I felt about becoming \u201ca religious.\u201d\u00a0 Being on a pedestal is not helpful to me or to anyone else and some of this relational model still hangs over from our past.\u00a0 However, I am called to be in a fishbowl.\u00a0 I have made public vows to Christ and the church and people should be able to look at me and see that I am at least trying to live how I say I do.<\/p>\n

Fear and Awe<\/strong>
\nI feel a prior claim to religious life.\u00a0 I also believe that this commitment is my free choice.\u00a0 I am coming home to Jesus, the People of God, and these particular FSPA women through my \u201cyes.\u201d\u00a0 I believe to make perpetual vows is to live them and repeat them on a daily basis.<\/p>\n

I find religious life to be deeply intimate.\u00a0 Like the cross, the horizontal plane of relationship with others and the vertical call to deep union with God intersect daily.\u00a0 I need to pause and listen deeply before making this lifetime commitment and I know that listening needs to happen in relationship.<\/p>\n

\"Sister<\/a>
"Listening" inside Mary of the Angels Chapel, St. Rose Convent<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

When I meet other new members of Catholic orders I am always struck by how there is no fear around diminishment.\u00a0 Yes, religious life will change drastically in my lifetime.\u00a0 We have many losses, particularly at every funeral.\u00a0 But I firmly believe that this is a dynamic opportunity for religious life to remain fed by its source which is Christ.<\/p>\n

In making vows I feel my emotions most intensely, particularly fear and awe.\u00a0 There is no little amount of fear as I commit my life not only to God, but to this community of women and this church.\u00a0 But I have voiced my fears and they have heard me and they still want to journey with me.\u00a0 Together \u201cwe done made our vows to the Lord.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sister Sarah will profess her final vows with the Franciscan Sisters of Perpetual Adoration in 2011. This is\u00a0her fourth guest blog entry<\/a>.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Guest blogger, Sister Sarah Hennessey Sister Thea Bowman sings the old spiritual song.\u00a0 My vows have already been made to the Lord.\u00a0 When I was around 12 I first began to really experience God.\u00a0 That led me to become an active Quaker and to seek God through silence and service.\u00a0 Somewhere along the way I...","protected":false},"author":7668253,"featured_media":954,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","episode_type":"","audio_file":"","podmotor_file_id":"","podmotor_episode_id":"","cover_image":"","cover_image_id":"","duration":"","filesize":"","filesize_raw":"","date_recorded":"","explicit":"","block":"","_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[698755599,2178641],"tags":[1060347,1704817,1935140,17713976,439774,2566397,54193324,714513,118820,20938949,853,81092,27689,1177559,137119,54193352,49317279,54193327,99164],"series":[698756626],"class_list":["post-941","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-discernment","category-prayer-and-spirituality","tag-becoming-a-nun","tag-catholic-nun","tag-franciscan-sisters","tag-franciscan-sisters-of-perpetual-adoration","tag-franciscans","tag-fspa","tag-joining-a-religious-congregation","tag-living-in-community","tag-nun","tag-perpetual-vows","tag-prayer","tag-quaker","tag-quakerism","tag-religious-community","tag-religious-life","tag-silence-and-service","tag-sister-thea-bowman","tag-thea-bowman","tag-vocation","series-messy-jesus-business"],"acf":[],"episode_featured_image":"https:\/\/customwordpresssites.com\/mjb\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/mexican-orphanage-sarah-joyce-blum.jpg","episode_player_image":"https:\/\/customwordpresssites.com\/mjb\/wp-content\/plugins\/seriously-simple-podcasting\/assets\/images\/no-album-art.png","download_link":"","player_link":"","audio_player":false,"episode_data":{"playerMode":"dark","subscribeUrls":{"apple_podcasts":{"key":"apple_podcasts","url":"","label":"Apple Podcasts","class":"apple_podcasts","icon":"apple-podcasts.png"},"stitcher":{"key":"stitcher","url":"","label":"Stitcher","class":"stitcher","icon":"stitcher.png"},"google_podcasts":{"key":"google_podcasts","url":"","label":"Google Podcasts","class":"google_podcasts","icon":"google-podcasts.png"},"spotify":{"key":"spotify","url":"","label":"Spotify","class":"spotify","icon":"spotify.png"}},"rssFeedUrl":"https:\/\/customwordpresssites.com\/mjb\/feed\/podcast\/messy-jesus-business","embedCode":"

“Done Made My Vows to the Lord”<\/a><\/blockquote>