{"id":8769,"date":"2019-07-18T09:57:04","date_gmt":"2019-07-18T14:57:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/customwordpresssites.com\/mjb\/?p=8769"},"modified":"2026-02-26T13:40:28","modified_gmt":"2026-02-26T19:40:28","slug":"on-parenting-poverty-and-privilege","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/customwordpresssites.com\/mjb\/2019\/07\/18\/on-parenting-poverty-and-privilege\/","title":{"rendered":"On parenting, poverty, and privilege"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Nicole’s youngest daughter, Adelina, washes clothes at a pila. (Image by Nicole Steele Wooldridge)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

It\u2019s been two months since our family abruptly said goodbye to the mission we were serving in Honduras.<\/p>\n

We left because our five-year-old daughter came down with dengue fever, a nasty mosquito-borne illness that becomes even nastier if contracted a second time. In someone who has already had the illness, a second exposure can result in internal hemorrhage, shock, and death. The risk of these outcomes is greatest in young children.<\/p>\n

As parents, we didn\u2019t want to take that risk.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m pretty sure no parents want to take that risk \u2026 But many simply don\u2019t have a choice in the matter.<\/p>\n

Poverty in Honduras is both stark and pervasive. According to the World Bank, 66% of the country\u2019s citizens live in poverty and one in five rural residents live on less than $2 every day. Our family felt called to international mission work because we wanted to accompany these beloved brothers and sisters in Christ.<\/p>\n

In college, I would have said we wanted to be \u201cin solidarity with the poor.\u201d But as a 34-year-old mother, I know better.<\/p>\n

Because we could leave.<\/p>\n

If we ever felt like the risks of our mission became too great, we could simply pack up our suitcases and go \u2026 which is precisely what we did. As soon as our daughter recovered from dengue, we bought four one-way tickets out of Honduras and flew home to the United States, away from the risk of a secondary infection.<\/p>\n

I know this was the right decision, and I don\u2019t feel guilty about it, but I do feel angry and sad that most of the world\u2019s mothers don\u2019t have the same option. They can\u2019t simply buy a plane ticket and fly away from whatever threatens their children, whether it is dengue fever or gun violence or political instability or \u201cjust\u201d diarrhea (which is the leading cause of death<\/strong><\/a> globally in children my daughters\u2019 age).<\/p>\n

Options are privilege. Nothing makes that clearer than living among people who don\u2019t have any.<\/p>\n

I open a full refrigerator, and I think of all the families in Honduras who eat just one simple meal of tortillas each day. Their bellies are never truly full. I research school districts in areas to where our family might move, and I think of the many children throughout rural Honduras who lack access to basic education. I read a story about victims of horrific crimes in Honduras<\/strong><\/a>, and I think about the luxury of avoiding violent Honduran neighborhoods and never going out past dark (which our program ensured).<\/p>\n

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Kiara (left) and Adelina, Nicole’s daughters, experience the beauty of a Honduran beach. (Image by Nicole Steele Wooldridge)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

I think about all of my options. And I think about my privilege.<\/p>\n

I have yet to meet someone who has challenged our family\u2019s decision to end our mission in Honduras early in order to protect our daughter\u2019s health. When I explain the situation to people, they usually respond with something like: \u201cOf course you had to come home \u2014 you were being a good mother!\u201d<\/p>\n

And yet \u2026. the official policy of the U.S. is to treat mothers at the border (many of whom are Honduran and all of whom are trying to protect their children) as though they are criminals. We rip their children from their arms and lock them up in dehumanizing, traumatic conditions<\/strong><\/a>. We violate international human rights laws<\/strong><\/a> and \u2014 more fundamentally \u2014 God\u2019s laws.<\/p>\n

\u201cThus says the Lord of hosts: Render true judgments, show kindness and mercy to one another; do not oppress the widow, the orphan, the alien, or the poor …\u201d (Zechariah 7:9-10<\/strong><\/a>)<\/p>\n

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Children and adults in the Finca community walk the Stations of the Cross, honoring the sacrifice of Jesus, during Lent. (Image by Nicole Steele Wooldridge)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

When I hear the heartbreaking stories of families separated at the border, I try to imagine what it would have been like if my daughter had been ripped away from me as we boarded our plane to fly home. I try to imagine what it would be like to be treated as a criminal for following my most primal maternal instinct: to protect my children.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ll admit, it\u2019s hard to imagine.<\/p>\n

That\u2019s because I\u2019ve never run out of options in the way families at the border have. We left Honduras out of an excess of caution: my daughter might get dengue again and dengue might progress into hemorrhagic fever and we might not be able to get her to a hospital in time to treat it. We left Honduras because we felt it was too risky for our daughter to continue living there.<\/p>\n

So why am I congratulated as a good mother for fleeing a potential health risk while others are condemned for fleeing far worse?<\/p>\n

I\u2019m pretty sure it has to do with the privilege of fleeing that risk on board a comfortable Boeing aircraft, rather than on foot at a dismal border crossing.<\/p>\n

And I\u2019m also pretty sure Jesus has something to say about this contrast in privilege:<\/p>\n

\u201cBlessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
\nBlessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
\nBlessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
\nBlessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.\u201d
\n(Matthew 5:3-6<\/strong><\/a>)<\/p>\n

About the<\/strong> Rabble Rouser<\/strong><\/a>:<\/p>\n

\"Nicole-Steele-Woodridge-with-daughters\"Nicole Steele Wooldridge<\/strong><\/a> recently returned with her husband and two daughters from mission work in Honduras. They spent nine months living and volunteering at a children\u2019s home\/school\/medical clinic called the Finca del Ni\u00f1o. You can read more about their family\u2019s experiences in Honduras (and donate to their solar energy project!) at www.lifeonthefinca.com<\/strong><\/a>.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"It\u2019s been two months since our family abruptly said goodbye to the mission we were serving in Honduras. We left because our five-year-old daughter came down with dengue fever, a nasty mosquito-borne illness that becomes even nastier if contracted a second time. In someone who has already had the illness, a second exposure can result...","protected":false},"author":51099403,"featured_media":8774,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","episode_type":"","audio_file":"","podmotor_file_id":"","podmotor_episode_id":"","cover_image":"","cover_image_id":"","duration":"","filesize":"","filesize_raw":"","date_recorded":"","explicit":"","block":"","_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[698755598,115341],"tags":[925160,1343,25793969,50716,301827,11851720,796897,6406728,337,6738,2720,27291,8329,265109,5309,9379,499775,4964934,236234],"series":[698756626],"class_list":["post-8769","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-christian-family-life","category-equity-and-justice-equity-and-justice","tag-brothers-and-sisters-in-christ","tag-children","tag-christian-mission-work","tag-christian-service","tag-dengue-fever","tag-finca-del-nino","tag-gods-laws","tag-gospel-living","tag-health","tag-honduras","tag-human-rights","tag-injustice","tag-jesus","tag-missionary-work","tag-parenting","tag-poverty","tag-privilege","tag-solidarity-with-the-poor","tag-violent-crime","series-messy-jesus-business"],"acf":[],"episode_featured_image":"https:\/\/customwordpresssites.com\/mjb\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/adelina-washing-clothes.jpg","episode_player_image":"https:\/\/customwordpresssites.com\/mjb\/wp-content\/plugins\/seriously-simple-podcasting\/assets\/images\/no-album-art.png","download_link":"","player_link":"","audio_player":false,"episode_data":{"playerMode":"dark","subscribeUrls":{"apple_podcasts":{"key":"apple_podcasts","url":"","label":"Apple Podcasts","class":"apple_podcasts","icon":"apple-podcasts.png"},"stitcher":{"key":"stitcher","url":"","label":"Stitcher","class":"stitcher","icon":"stitcher.png"},"google_podcasts":{"key":"google_podcasts","url":"","label":"Google Podcasts","class":"google_podcasts","icon":"google-podcasts.png"},"spotify":{"key":"spotify","url":"","label":"Spotify","class":"spotify","icon":"spotify.png"}},"rssFeedUrl":"https:\/\/customwordpresssites.com\/mjb\/feed\/podcast\/messy-jesus-business","embedCode":"

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